Once upon a long long time ago, under a star - studded blanket of sky, in the southern province of Singapore blah blah blah, a certain somebody told me to love someone, in a way, is to make DAMNED FUCKING PERFECTLY SURE that your significant other is happy always, with no regard to what the costs of such happiness may be, till the day he or she passes on to the afterlife.

BUT .. I forgot to ask. What does one do, when you are ready to pay for that happiness but yet, she does not give a damn?

Does one give it up?

Or does he persists, hoping that one day, maybe she'll see the reason, that glitter of light at the end of tunnel and hence start a "and they lived happily ever after" ending?

Or even better, have I yet again, evoked another event of stupidity?

Hai .. ~

Melodrama aside, been doing some heavy - duty investment into IDAS4, and no, it's not helping. I just can't seem to take my mind off her.

Heh. My MSN nick says - "I have a FC, FD and a roadster. Now, where do I get a girlfriend?"

But, that's for a giggle or two. I know myself too well. Once I chiong, I don't stop. And so, going back to square one.

Do I wait? Or scram?

OH well. In the meantime, I think I'm done with my little rant here. I'm going to be mummy's little boy in the next few hours or so and hence, perhaps it's time for me to go ZZZ, yeah?

Have a nice night [ or rather, morning ] all.