Weather - Cooling
Mood - Sleepy
Song - The Sounds of Cars Zooming Down the PIE..
Time - 2.56 A.M.

changed my blogskin a few days ago. the reason why i'm using this blogskin is that it really suits my mood now. yep. like the words. Alone In The Rain. hai~ now, i'm just missing a tagboard and my blog is complete. but well, donno what tagboard to use le.. -.-

well, the past few days have passed by rather peacefully. as expected in my capacity as the oldest child in the family, i had to attend ah ma's funeral [ with the exception of wednesday and thursday in which i will explain in detail later, lol ] . nothing much to do. just sit there and attend to the proceedings. anyway, i don't think the persons involved are reading this. but. a very big thanks to all who have come to pay their respects and donated generously. and well.. we going to cremate her today. the funeral procession will leave Kallang Bahru for Mandai Crematorium at about 8. so ya. also, everyone plans to do this one last favour for her. before we leave, we're going to sing this one song. i don't really know the hanyu pingyin for it but in english, a rough translation will be " Mother is always the best " and yes, ah ma, if you're reading this.. we'll all miss you..

hai~ don't really want to tink too much also. anyway, as i mentioned earlier, i wasn't there at the funeral on wednesday and thursday. well. let's see;

Wednesday -

was out at jp. rain jio me go there tune car. nope, didn't work out that way. when we got there, there was like 1924789175 ppl waiting for their turn. so abit sian 1/2. went down long john silver for breakfast. well. i can say that i am swakoo. yes, in all my life, i haven't really eaten Long John Silver's breakfast before. LOL. =X anyway, finished breakfast, walked back up. still alot of ppl. -.- in the end, went over to starfac to play. bumped into joe, who promptly decided to play along. had quite a few games, kio quite a few sai also =X after that, headed over to the kopitiam nearby for a few drinks and a bit of a chit chat with joe. and well, joe's quite the businessman now. WOW TCG cards anyone? lol. so ya. having finished our drinks, we bidded our goodbyes to joe and went down PS; rain to meet tong and me to meet ah gong and york. and well. i have to say bah. the time i wait for ah gong is perhaps even longer then i waiting for rain. and there's no bias to that, lol. seriously. i mean. i can understand if rain needs to dress up but well.. gong ah.. you are a guy le.. and guys are supposed to be faster xD hahahaha.. in any case. ah gong didn't get the FD model after all. instead, he opted for a jigsaw puzzle of minnie mouse. and yes, he's going to fix it and give it to his minnie mouse as a present. zai hor? lol. anyway, we went back jp after that. ID and all. done with that, back home we went. and that concludes wednesday =P

Thursday -

went back down jp again. ah gong's little match with kaiqi. good game for the two of them. though kaiqi lost 7-3, the impact on the both of them could be termed as enormous. both of them should have learnt quite a bit of things here. and perhaps with that, they both will become better, not just in initial D, but in real life as well. anyway, the both of them have made up and is sort of living out a "truce" [ i lack a better word to describe the friendship between the both of them ] but one thing really made me go -__________________________- . rain ah. how come match at jp become match at ps ah -.- lol. too much of someone liao la you.. xD after the match, dined and tok cock at mac before going home. hehe..

but well. coming back to the present. it's not always the happy ending, that's all i can say. while ah gong has his ah ma to sayang; while kaiqi learns to control that temper and ego and what have you. i turn the spotlight to myself. i'm still thinking about you. ya. we both promised each other. me. to forget about you and start anew, you. to correct your own mistakes and change for the better. but well, i can't do it. i just can't. time and again, i told myself to give it all up. only to fail in the end. hai~~ donno what i should do..