Weather - Cloudy
Mood - Sadded
Song - Tian Kong - Jolin
Time - 11.51 A.M.

I feel very lost at the moment. this morning, Grandma just passed away. to say the truth, i was half prepared for that. after recovering from that stroke and having just got back home, she collasped. they say she's been bleeding internally from some of her old wounds. she was rushed to TTSH. i managed to see her yesterday though. she was suffering badly. doctor said she had phlegm in the throat, making it hard for her to talk or even breathe properly. but i did manage to speak to her though. or rather, i didn't even open my mouth. she did all the talking. left me with a few words. she told me to complete my studies and NS, get a good career, go for that car and license, and lastly, as a bit of a joke, she wants to live to see the day i get married. -____________________- well, with my love life as it is, i don't tink that will happen anytime soon. hai~ Rest In Peace bah.. i'll do it. i don't care what will happen, but no matter what, one day, i'll make you proud.

and well, this few days.. engrossed i have been. was out for a bit of LAN gaming on wednesday with the class peeps. johnny, joei, seng, ken, shi yong, me. played quite a bit of DOTA, about 3 - 4 matches. won some, lost some. then switched to underground [ in which i disconnect, WTF -.- ] and lastly, CS. well. i dominated the whole game, lol. but there's nothing to be proud of, my standard has really dropped and my friends aren't really that good either. oh well.

Friday. went out to vivocity with the class peeps again. caught The Guardian. it's quite a touching show. it's just basically about this guy who loses his whole team in a helicopter crash while attempting to rescue the crew of a fishing boat. to help put the past behind him, his superior posts him back to training school as an instructor so that he can pick up the pieces. he then meets this guy who ironically, is in somewhat the same situation as he is. and ya, what happens afterwards.. go watch. worth a try, lol.

Saturday. had a little game with Wind. he wanted a friendly game and ya, i have no reason to decline. won him 5 - 1, but it doesnt really matter. he says he wants a rematch as he doesn't really agree with the machines there. oh well. i told him i'm fine with it, but just msg me when and where you want your rematch, lol. after that, slacked abit with the usual gang at atrium. chit chat abit, then went up to that xing xing gong chang. haha~ saw no one. weird -.- so msg rain and asked her where she was. nb, she was at PC bunk downstairs -.-"""" oh well. met up with her, watched her and tong play audition.. after that, walked backed up to ps. rain was bitching about cong who perhaps at the most inappropriate time possible was sort of demanding rain to help him look at the times of the movie screenings. oh well, as fast as the dark clouds came, it also went away just as fast [ with cong's apology, lol ] hmm. having done that, back to where i started. xing xing gong chang. look see abit, then left. brought tickets to the show Flushed Away, then down we went. to toast box to eat. not bad, in fact, can say quite nice also. lol. oh well, after eating [ and with plenty of thanks to tong for her r32 DCD ] we went back up. did a r32 for wangan, nick's LovE. why the nick? well, this car.. i can only say that i'm dedicating this not to her, but to my future love [ or rather if i do get a girl in the near future, lol ]. it's now about basic tuned, and perhaps with a bit more, i should be able to full tune it in time for my match against leon next week. but that's another story for another time, so ya. after tat, we went in for the movie. Flushed Away. VERY DE FUNNY AH! HAHAHAHAHA!~ from the slimes that provided the background music for the movie to the many comical moments in the movie, i really enjoyed the show. can say $9.50 well spent. also a recommended go - watch - this - show for those who havent, lol. after the show, spent a bit of time just slacking around with everyone before bidding my goodbyes to rain and tong who left to ton with shak and aloy. and crap, i took the wrong bus home -__________________- mistaken 64 for 65, lol -.- ended up in a cab right home. was immediately bombarded by ah gong, who really pissed at kaiqi. dammit, it's all just a game. and they two are gunning for each other's throat -.- now, ah gong has proposed a little game to kaiqi. loser cut cards and quit team. yep, like rain said, it's all very childish and immature. but well. at times like this, i mentioned before. we throw common sense out of the window. haha. don't what i should do. but well, i'll say my piece on match day itself.

Sunday. out with parents. went quite a few places. got myself Need For Speed: Carbon. nice game. and yes, someone should tink about upgrading the com and getting this game as well. the last i checked, there's a lamborghini murcielago inside xD. ended the day at kushin bo. dong dong dong, one, two, three, weeee .. areee .. kushin bo~~ haha~ due to some things, didn't really have much of an appetite to eat, but well, food's good. free flow of everything at $31 per person. quite a bargain [ provided you can really eat, lol. ] but well. got a msg from rain who asked me how to upload songs onto friendster. helped out abit but well, grr. got abit flustered, asked her to wait for me to get back home and then help her upload the songs she wants. lol. so well, helped her out liao, then went to play. the need for speed series never looked so good. lol. excellent graphics and quite a storyline there as well. the playing part, i tink i will reserve my judgement till i played more. haha~~

well, off to school i go.. bye ppl ~