* listening to - Zhou Jie Lun - Kai bu liao kou *

- basically, for those who don't know what this song is about. it's about a guy not being about to say out his love for a girl. okay, in short, it's what i'm facing at the moment, so.. ya. someone pls enlighten me on what to do.. hai~~

okay. havent really done anything much this few days. caught 2 movies; Haunted apartment and Rob - B - Hood. okay la. Haunted apartment, it's like what kazer said. it's not really scary once you get the idea of how a typical japanese horror movie works. ya. when it gets to the really scary part, they'll normally divert it to the next scene [ typically in a morning setting ] and let your own imagination scare yourself. lol. but it's quite touching, when the female lead finally realises the truth behind the tale. it's just that the girl realises that she and the ghost share a similar fate, where they both before were sexually abused by their father. all in all, a nice show [ if one can overlook the fact that it didn't really scare ppl half to death, lol ] Also, Rob - B - Hood. great comedy there, enjoyed the show alot also. normally, i don't like to quote the newspapers on their movie commentary but i have to say, i have to agree with the newspapers on this one. one of jackie's best shows yet. and ya, i'll like to tink. with many more to come. LOL.

also, one might be surprised. picked up 2 things; pool, audition. plenty of arigatos to rain and tong there. [ one might be inclined to add that i'm a person that can be easily pyschoed to do anything and everything. lol ] but anyway, what can i say? i suck at both. pool. well. rain keeps commenting that i very the no strength. oh well. scared i mis que, then jump ball la. lol. also, audition. i really suck. espically when it comes to all those high BPM songs [ i think i do better just listening to the song then actually playing, lol. ]

oh ya. i forgot to add, in my earlier blog posts. my newest job is now babysitting [ not one, but two babies. ] one can put it as a sort of joint partnership with my mother. [ by the way, one's called zhi long, the other, jia xin. ] pay's not bad either, enough to for me to sustain myself. LOL. it's quite fun actually [ until the moment when the babies start to switch on surround sound to demand your immediate attention, then it's a different story altogether, lol. ] but well. there's a thousand and one things i love about it: the cute looks [ espically their eyes, they're just SO CUTE ! ] of the babies, the adorable positions they adopt when they sleep [ case in point: imagine a baby sleeping with her butt in mid air. LOL ] , their "baby Language" etc etc. there's really too many to name. hahaha.. it brings a smile to my face when i turn back the clock, go back to their cute and funny moments. ya.

but well, as a spoiler, results were released today. in any case, i shall not be bothered. i know that my results will probably be too fucked up for words. so ya. no point spoiling my holiday mood. lol. i'll look into it when school reopens. lol.

hmm. oh well. as i'm typing this now, out of the middle of nowwhere, my mind started wondering to Kaiqi's little problem. or rather, his dedicated love to that one girl. well. i have to respect him on that point. even though she already expressed her point of rejection, he's still in love with her. and to top it off, he's willing to wait till she says yes. ditto, but if it was me, i would have probably been more or less sadded to give it up and wish her all the best. but well. that's not the point here. rather, my good old former teammate in FREE is involved. to be more precise, Judas. was surprised to hear this but anyway. apparently, he likes her as well. spended like what, 100+ bucks on gifts for her? so ya. to kaiqi, it's like a form of backstabbing, i guess. more of us at jp more or less know of his story with her, so ya, for judas to come in at this point of time, it seems like very extra le. but oh well, knowing judas, i think he hates kaiqi so that will probably explain why he's not bothered with the backstabbing part. but then again, knowing her, he'll also probably be rejected alongside kaiqi as well [ after all, she does have a boyfriend ]. heh. irony there. fuck care friend, in the end, kena fuck care by the girl you like also. lol.

oh well... enough with things also.. i need my sleep. so ya. good night.