okay, just got back from home. here goes.

update.

it's 2 in the morning. i'm abit sleepy at the moment but sleep is perhaps the last thing on my mind now.

spent a day out at the various arcades in singapore. first stop; JP. the whole of TRF was there; they were soon to be involved in a little game with MUGEN. i don't really know what was the main factor was behind this game; but from what i heard, the game was a draw. many surprises here; Slow won ah ken [ aka` singapore's fastest usui right player ], andy overtook at the very first corner at akagi; again slow [ this time, akina DH ] managed to, through some sneaky battling skills, take out his opponent with a 100m lead [ but again, lost overall i believed as the match was based on takumi mode ]. so yea. nice game there all. =D

okay, went down to clementi next. and since we had all the time in the world [ as according to the wise words of jeffery himself ], we all decided to WALK [ it would had been 240 ( or rather, taxi, since $2.40 is the standard starting fare, so hence 240 ), all thanks to my big mouth. but again, heng ah. they're not so cruel after all =X ] there. yes, from jp to clementi. nuts huh? lol. well, again, in the wise words of jeffery: " Fast March what. " but then again, in the end, we only walked till jurong east. well, we agreed to check out the zone - X there for a while before moving on. but again, the "awhile" stretched to about a hour or so. well. Initial D is a very engrossing game, so yea. can't be helped =X

and so, due to time constraints, after our little games at Jurong East, we were rather forced [ due to a lack of time ] to resume our journey to clementi by MRT. and here's where junyan outshines anyone and everyone. bloody smart [ or dumb. depends on how you look at it. ] of him. he counts the train's doors so as to predict as when we alight at Clementi MRT, we would instantly be presented with the sight of the escalator and hence, make our journey that little bit shorter. lol. Damned power of him.

so, we reached clementi at around 6? dinner first, and i must say again that jeffery knows a thing or two about budgeting and food. well. teriyaki chicken don at $3.50. Beat that ppl. Beat that.

and yea, plenty of thanks to him as well. got a cappo and a MR2, courtesy of him. will do much to get both of them good timings. i'm now starting to get back my feel and inspiration for the game, so yea. time to do up some timings.

and well, alvin seems to be regaining back his sensible and rational self. well. no more fuck care liao. which is good. phew. And well, one of his friends advised him to go back for rain. and ya, there lies a tingle of doubt in his decision whether to follow his friend's advice or to fuck care everything and anything. heh. and i'm like " wtf, you even need to tink about this? GO FIND HER BACK LIAO LA ! " but then again, i didnt voice out my opinion. he's kinda unsure about what to do and i dont tink my comment is of any usefulness to him. heh. speaking of which, it reminds me of my past, together with her. painful memories there. too painful for words. the times together; from the cinema to the seaside. the endless trips up and down the length of orchard road just trying to find that single thing, buying it and to find out later, another place has it at a cheaper price -.-". the laughter we shared, the joys we had together. the countless time we called each other " laopo , lao gong " instead of by our names. and much, much more.

But for now, it's really getting too painful for words. i'm only left with a Ipod Nano to remember you by. what can i say? i really wished i had loved and cherished you before you left me. but i didn't. and that, it's my biggest regret of all..