02.05a.m. - Typing this out with the lights out, the rhythm of my keyboard's keys been pressed to form the words on my screen.

Music - Jay Chou - Ai Qing Xuan Ya

it's been a long day. some good, some bad.

checked the ITE website. GPA = 2.6. a drop of 0.1 from my last term GPA of 2.7. as if it isn't low enough, and still, it goes down. siao liao la. at this rate, don even have to tink about poly liao. sian 1/2. really cannot liao. MUST REALLY CHIONG LIAO NEXT TERM. slacking isn't really an option anymore. Not when futures are at sta

which brings me to my next point. sometimes, it's not really that right to act cool about someone [ or even something for that matter ] while deep down, you care alot about the abovementioned. kinda learnt that from elmo himself. sad case there. i shall not provide details. he's frustrated; says he's going back to the lonely driver club; not going to give a fuck about it anymore but then again, what probably happens from here on out is that he'll get over it and everything, one way or another, will be back to it's normal self again. i HOPE. pessimism is a trait inherent in my analysis. oh well, don feel so good blogging much about it. shall leave it here.

EMPEROR. The focal point of my trip down to TPY today. but no show. apart for jay who showed up for a few moments before leaving with his gf [ presumably, not sure ], the two other guys i saw were really not much to brag about. sure, the timings are good, but it's not their standard of play that made those timings. As such, the timings probably belong to someone else. so yea.

Andrew. well, he's a great guy and all, no doubts about that. but somethings i really doubt about him. well. like his views on holding a relationship between a girl. well. for him. it's more like a matter of convenience for him? like for example, if possible, he wants a 16 year old? why? cause if he bangs her, the police cannot denounce him for statuory rape since she's above 16. all he needs to do to get away is to act dumb, blind and deaf and he'll win. wtf ya? lol. maybe i'm just tinking too much; he's probably a little dirty - minded for my likening and just joking around so hopefully he doesn't do this FOR REAL. But then again, God help him if he does because i certainly won't. But hey, whatever rocks his boat i guess. not really going to bother so much. which brings me to a lesson learnt. no way in hell i'm going [ or even for that matter, think about doing ] to do what he's thinking, lol.

anyway, better get off to bed. it's going to be a long day tomorrow and i do no one any good as a walking zombie. so yea. nite all.