Suddenly, I feel that taking a 5 - tonner out of Mandai Hill camp and driving it to orchard road seems so much of an idea to me. No no, it's not that I'm stressed about the workload or whatever. In fact, It's like a bed of roses - there are nice [ and also shitty times ] but still .. it's nothing compared to those in the combat side of the army - infantry, armour, guards etc.

The "matter" that is making my blood boil is that there's somebody that is getting on my nerves and yeah, it has come to the point that at times, I really wished I could like, rearrange his facial features or something.

And the best part? 1 1/2 years more to ORD. I really cannot fathom about how to hang on to my sanity [ which, at the moment, is slowly crumbling away .. ]

Wonderful. Whatever optimism I had has already faded away. I guess rough times lie ahead, yeah?

Okay, my rant is done. Time to be a good little dog for the government again .. :)