Maybe, I'm just suited to be a lonely driver - and a lonely driver only. Why do I keep trying, knowing fully that I will fail in the end, just as always?

Is it really that I set myself too high a bar to jump over? Or have I really failed in clearing what seems to be a simple hurdle of life? Really, I'll love to have an answer [ as always ] but nothing comes to my head at the moment. [lame] My mind is just so blank that blank paper could be considered something, lols. [/lame] I wish I could be like Ryousuke in the anime - he always seem to have an answer to everything and anything. But, dreams aside, nope, nope and nope. Doesn't work that way.


Hmm .. perhaps I will look in back in 10 years time and laugh at myself for being such a fool but well, I shall gladly remain the fool in love, as always.