槍!

I'M BACK.

Date: 22/05/2007
Time: 12:53 a.m.
Mood: Close to the land of zzz
Weather: Kinda hot.
Song: Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence.

Interesting song. Classical piano piece, you might call it.I'm not sure who it's from but .. it's from some Japanese I think =P

A lot of people has asked me why I haven't been blogging for like the past month or so. Well .. LAZY. [ coupled with the fact that blogger suddenly came up with some "technical" difficulties made it a bit hard for me to blog. XDDD ]

Anyway, unbearable weather nowadays. Someone should really invent a dial for the sun or something. In fact, just about anything [ other then air - con, because, seriously, screw the energy savings, there's still that CFC problem left unchecked. ] that can help turn down the heat is enough for me. LOLS. And it doesn't help that a lot of people have the "I wouldn't be around when global warning melts the ice cap and swashes the earth in a killer wave, so why should I care?" mentality. With people like this, I wonder if those environmentalists are right - as in, killing off the Earth's population so that she can regenerate by herself? [ For the non - believers, really, there are such theories floating around the net, no joke. ] Heh.

Okay .. so, by now, everyone should know that I bombed my exams rather badly. A GPA of 2.8 isn't going to get me into Poly. Oh well .. I guess I could try after I get out of the army but then again .. gotta be realistic. So it's on to private studies I guess .. the rates are through the roof and counting .. BUT .. this is what you get for enjoying too much of the "It's To Enjoy!" part eh? ZZZ .. what to do? I suppose I could whine/bitch/scream/shout/regret/whatever my current state of affairs but it isn't going to help. It was by my own actions that I brought it upon myself and yes, I need to rectify things, put them into the correct perspectives and all.

Which brings me to my next point.

I NEED MOTIVATION. Or rather, I'm very scared of myself. It's rather easy to lose focus from here on out. It's like, you're working on a very fine tightrope where one mistake could mean a long drop to the safety net and there isn't a "try again?" option available. Oh well .. slow and steady I guess. They say that whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger so I guess I'll take heart and work hard from now on out huh?

And so, with this chapter of my life closed [ at least, for now ], one could say that a new chapter of my life is about to begin. One that stamps a ominous sign with the words "National Service". Yep, it's around the corner [ 3 weeks or so .. ] and yes, I need to get into shape. Especially when my vocation is INFANTRY, 2 SIR. Their motto is second to none, so I believe I have a pretty high bar to live up to. Hehehe ..

Oh well. Birthday coming soon. 2 weeks more till I touch 20. Time really flies .. the memories of it all.. that mixed rice stall in school that gave you 3 pieces of chicken and charged you 2.50 for it .. teachers like Mr Singh, Mr Edzra, Mr Foo, Mr Tan .. friends .. ARGH. There's too many to count! lols.

In any case, much as I would like to continue writing aimlessly on, I feel that I should go to sleep at about now. And with that, take care all ..