* Listening to Pamsy - So Fragile *

for those who don't know, this is one of the songs in initial D Stage 4. quite nice and rather, like what the title says; Fragile. yes, everything is so fragile..

well. spent the better part of yesterday out at suntec. needlessly, to say; i was at the "Xing Xing Gong Chang". lol. well. was meeting zhi wei and friends there. got from him the 30 bucks for the FREE T - Shirt. well. so yes, job more or less done. after all i pass them the money, i bid my goodbyes to them. for real. i have already submitted my resignation to quit FREE; i expect phil to raise hell about it but well, who cares. one could say that i have abit of bad blood here and there with a member of the team. and well, after this, TRF. i believe i have a "debt of honour" to repay to them and so i shall.

anyway, after a bit of chit chat with them, i left for jp. went there to chiong ID. well. one can nuke me for STILL PLAYING ID when you have like $55.89 in your bank account [ anyone want to donate money to me? =X ] but.. sometimes, you throw common sense out of the window and just do whatever you like to relieve yourself of the agonies and frustrations at hand. anyway, i have a little game with this asshole called leon today; the reason why i call him an asshole is that i believe he proposed this game for all the wrong reasons. i'm already feeling down and he has to add on to my agonies. -.- hai~ fuck. i'll just thrash him and be done with it.

and lastly. well. Lance is back to being a lonely driver. why? simply put, no matter how much he wishes or want it to happen, it won't. so ya. i believe i should stop living my dreams and live my life instead. and well, there's also another saying that really applies here. a rough translation would be something like " you happy, can already. " in chinese, it's " Ni Kai Xin, Jiu Hao. "

hai~~.. and with that, off i go.. time and tide waits for no man..