* Listening to Jay Chou - Yi Fu Zi Ming *

i feel so screwed. someone is screaming at me to update, so here i am. zzz. feeling useless at the moment. I need a girl to scream at me to update my blog. then i have the will to go update. Hai~~ pathetic hor? hahah..

first things first. my assignment, presentations, papers and what the fuck you call them. so far, so good. i'm only left with my E - Business Project report, my Web Applications Development website/Report, and that Princples of Internation Commerce Report/Presentation. well. dig deeper, all the shit flies out. to be a bit more specific, SHERWIN. THIS GAY FUCK. damned du lan at this asshole. at the start of all the projects, you were the one who came begging to be let into the team. fine. no choice, we're not so cold hearted to leave you out in the open, no? ya. that said. you repay us by DOING A ONE PAGE REPORT? WOW. NICE OF YOU. so ya. allow me to scream back my reply:


HOW THE FUCK DO YOU EXPECT ME TO COMPLY AND ADD ON TO YOUR FUCKING ONE PAGE REPORT WITH 1/2 HR TO SPARE BEFORE THAT MIDNIGHT DATELINE? FUCK ! ASSHOLE ! DONT LET ME SEE YOU AGAIN! I WILL FUCK YOU UPSIDE DOWN, FUCKFACE ! SAY WHAT, BUAY SONG ME WANT TO FIGHT! COME LA! YOU TINK YOU SIMI BIG FUCK AH ! NB ! AND WAD, SAY ME WAD LIKE THIS AND LIKE THAT ! NOT FRIEND ENOUGH, NEVER GIVE YOU WORK TO DO ! FUCK ! YOU GIVE ME THIS KIND OF SHIT WORK, YOU EXPECT ME TO TRUST YOU WITH EVEN MY TOLIET PAPER ROLL AH ? NBCB. THINK, ASSHOLE !

done. phew. i sign a breath of relief. been wanting to release it all, but then again, i'm a keep it to myself guy. don't really like to express myself in terms of feelings and emotions. maybe it comes with being a loner and all, i guess. but well. enough of this. i cant be bothered by this anymore. he's out of the team already and it's time to put this behind, and move on, no?

next one. DOTA. I must say, Defense Of The Ancients just took a turn for the comical. haha. they included this new mode. it's termed as "WTF". yes. you got that right. WTF mode. it's simple, really. with this mode, all spells need no mana to cast and have 1 second cooldown time. so ya. WTF indeed. for the layman who knows nuts about DOTA, just imagine: the spells that any one hero in the game has, everyone is using them like a machine gun. LOL. gotta hand it to the creators for being so creative. it just one of the things that make this game last so long.

oh well. back to ID. okay la. i must say. cant even get close to my old timings. it's like, +1 sec to every timing i done so far? hahaha.. i must wonder. i tink i'm in dire need of a miracle come this saturday when we, this group of friends, take on team Emperor. oh well. in any case, everyone's so busy; phil's out of town, tong lam is having his training attachement with starhub, alvin has his own problems to settle. so ya. it makes me think. how the hell is this game even GOING TO BEGIN, with so many key ppl out of touch? zzz.

lastly. everyone's having problems nowadays. particularly some of my friends at jp. hai~~ i wouldn't go into details, i believe ALOT of people should know by now who and what events am i referring to. even though things have now quieted down, i have a feeling the peace wouldn't last for long.. so ya. i'm going to start praying. right this minute. what am i praying, one might ask. so ya, to take a line from what Miss Rainy and Mr Elmo posted in their blog: FOR ALL MY FRIENDS TO BE OKAY.

okay. time to zzz. night all. ^^