* Listening to Elva - Wo Yao De Shi Jie*

Note to jolynn - update already hor, so don't complain.. lol.

okay la. let's see. it's going to be a long one bah, it's been like a busy 2 - 3 weeks, so ya, many many things to type.. haha..

firstly. 3 weeks back. saturday. eh. the National Co-operative Competition and Weekend Bazaar. okay la. i also kinda forgot the name of the competition, tink it goes something like that bah.. lol. Well. not bad la. in the words of Mr Cheong himself, when we at the prize giving ceremony:" you want to know why they havent call our name? because they announce the runner ups first mah. winner always announce last what" wah. abit xia lan on the part of the teacher, no? lol. can say hear until also WTF. hahaha... but true to his words, we were announced winners of the competition, beating Catholic JC and Ngee Ann Poly [ elmo should have something to say about this, lol ] to claim a trophy and $400 prize money. of which, yes 40% goes to charity so ya, what remains isn't much. but still, better then nothing =D

next one up would be National day. duh. how can i not blog something about Singapore's Birthday huh? well. i spent that day at home. being a cute little good boy. LOL. okay la. the truth was that i didn't had any money with me and i was simply too lazy to go to the atm machine. 10 min walk le. zzz -.- wanted to catch the fireworks at that durian, but also sian la. cfm kena bomb one. so many ppl there. -.-" so in the end, also no go. hahaha...

now. fast foward to the near present state of my life. let's see. quarrels, quarrels, and more quarrels. though common sense has reigned supreme time and again, now, i tink even God cant help. the damage has been done and the ship is sinking fast. zzz.. friends are becoming enemies, enemies, friends. heh. i have this friend scolding that friend childish, that friend saying this other friend is such an asshole blah blah blah. hai~ anyway, i also don't feel like saying so much la. since in any case, the storm has passed, the clouds have cleared, and it's clear blue skies all the way. time to put the past behind, and look foward to the present, no? hehe.

okay. so now. let's see. with the clouds cleared, everyone seems to be more towards the happy side now. but then again. i'm still sorta like in a dark mood. damned. people just love backstabbing me again, again and AGAIN !! Well. there lies a certain urge in me, to scream out all the stress, all the tension, all the whatnot in me. but i can't do it. i donno. it's unlike me to scream it all out. i'm more towards the keep - it - all - to - myself side. well. i'm at a loss of words now. i really wonder. even no matter how shitty people treat me, i still take them as my friend. am i growing a fever or something? heh. and speaking of which, i suddenly feel so old. everyone is getting attached. andy has his jamie, kaiqi has his muaji, fong has his ling, john has his cherry... haha. that is good, but when is it that i get to see "lance has his ... " ?

oh well.. that's some food for thought, no? in any case, it's like exams /assignments periods for me now. so ya. back to work...