yes.

again.

i'm listening to the same song.

Shou hou by 5566.

GOD.

i hope i don't start chasing them or something...xD

but seriously.

the past few days have been kinda high - pressured. exams. yeah. exams. one thinks of that WAD paper. hai~. GONE CASE. case closed. lol.

anyway, elmo says i've changed. into what? or rather, have i really changed? heh. i donno. it was rather out of the blue. he msged me and asked if i thought i had changed after becoming an associate member of TRF. and yes, he used the two words. MASS OPINION. was shocked to hear that. have i really changed? that is something i ask myself everyday now. ya. i cant put together an answer to his question. have i?

oh well. in any case, some things happened yesterday. don't feel like talking about it now. anyway, everything is vague at the moment. missed out on leon's birthday celebration at marina south as a result. zzz. oh well. the fortunes of life i guess...

ya. saw a FC3S on sale at sgcarmart today. W00t. it's quite similar to ryousuke's FC minus the muffler, aerodynamic mirror, spoiler and the front bumper. gotta love the asshole up there. this is really something of a divine inspiration for me to go for that car license. [ and i have been saying it like 1357896862 times already.. ] wow. gotta get this car... but then again. i should ground myself back to reality. it's an old car, and old cars are hard to maintain. oh well. let fate decide whether i get to drive it one day...

and for now. back to where i am now. everything seems to be so dark.. there doesn't seem to be a light to guide me like there used to be when i faced problems such as this. can someone show me a light? and no, i don't mean torchlight.

Out.