Listening to Robbie Williams: To be a better man [ Live at knebworth, summer 2003 ]

wow. he's got great vocal ability.

but seriously, his vocal ability isn't what i been tinking as of late.

well. i was just reminded of someone on my way home. this sounds abit lame, but well. was walking my way home. so yeah. it was getting abit TOO cloudy which would signify rain. okay, since me had no umbrella and wanting to avoid getting soaked, i was like, don't rain, don't rain, don't rain, don't rain, don't rain, rain, rain, RAIN?!?!? lol. okay. llllllaaaaaammmmmeeeeee chop there. hmm. wonder how's she going on with life and all. maybe i should give her a ring and all. hehe.

anyway. it's the holidays now. hmm. it's a nice feeling there, to be free of pressure, of expectations, of goals, of targets set onto you. so now. time to SLACK. yeah ^^V.

so ya. tat's about it for now. like i said, time to slack, so it all starts now.
Hai~ -.-"

how do i start this entry?

hehehe.

okay.

let's see. had a little game yesterday. FREE vs PD, or rather, Project Death. and yes, we OWNED them. not to say that we're getting arrogant or what, but seriously, i really donno what phil is tinking. he calls this a friendly game. lol. eating them, more like. no fight at all. well. at the very least, like what phil said, hopefully, they learned a few things about the game through this rather " ..... " [ ermz, donno what word to use, lol ] encounter.

so ya, after that, had dinner with rudolph, phil, thomas and his wife idy. went around suntec and marina square, to look around for food because we were rather undecided on what to eat. from sakae sushi @ marina square to Carl's junior to even kopitiam. zzz. but well. finally went back to our first choice, sakae sushi @ suntec city [ the one at marina square had a VERY LONG QUEUE and we weren't exactly in a patient mood, lol ] -.-". well. ladies and gents, that's indecision for you. and ya, i broke my promise of never touching anything alcoholic in nature. ZZZ. had my first gulp of sake. or do you spell it as sakae? zzz. okay. no effect la. didn't really KO at first drop. ^^; but well, that was warm sake, not cold. so ya. maybe i MIGHT really KO at first drop if it was cold sake, lol.

okay. after dinner, walk walk around suntec. phil brought up the point of aloysius' [ thomas' baby boy ] one month celebration being around the corner. so off we went to toys r' us for a suitable gift. didnt really find anything that fitted the bill, so no choice, we'll just have to KIV [ keep in view ] it for the moment. but the basics are there; whole team, one gift, money shared to buy. right. but anyway. was getting rather bored, so we decided to take this rather interesting picture. elmo. you're in for a shock here.. lol. and well. your famous one - liner: it wasn't me. ^^

well. went down atrium next with the reindeer and phil. slacked around, talked with some of the guys there. left about 10 [ or rather, 11. noted the wrong time. zzzz ] went straight down to jp. wanted to ID there abit before heading home. but well. since i screwed up the time looking part as mentioned earlier. reached jp at about 12. -.-""''''"""" so ya. SCREWED. well. met andy and gang at mac. wow. they were rather shocked to see me there. everyone was going home already. zzz. so ya, as we had things to discuss, went to andy's house. okay. so in the end, pang seh rain. and ya, this made her EXTREMELY MAD? LoL. so folks. stay tuned to see my face in the papers with the ever sensational " 19 year old murdered at jp " headline.

okay. chatted with him quite abit. first things first, my ongoing application to join TRF. it's not a problem with andy and gang, but well, FREE. going to get phil to either reinstate that loan or totally quit FREE for TRF. donno. maybe the first option, since well, FREE will need everyone they have on hand for that final game. what final game, one might ask. well. i donno, but well, there will be a final game. gut feeling.

secondly, my friends at jp. both andy and i have to respect privacy here, so ya. he didnt give me names or problems faced by them, but rather, the gist of everything. and ya, from what i have gathered, alot of ppl seems to be in a bit of turmoil here in jp. so ya. what can i say? abit bwg ah. so well, i'll just have to admire and applause andy's diplomatic approach. wow. he's playing peacemaker all the way. so, andy, ya, keep it going and "settle" everything, no?

heh. so. left about 3, took a cab home. showered and slept like a pig. so ya. was supposed to work today, but well, aunt called last min and said that she won't be needing me. zZzZz. okay. well, popped by Creative's warehouse sale at jurong. brought a digicam there. and well. i'm fidgeting with it now, with not much of a progress made. -.-"

heh. ya. also re - installing battlefield 2. after such a long hiatus from the game, i cant wait to see how much i suck at it now. lol. but well, the downloading of the patch for it is screwing up my schedule. it's so fucking slow -.-" can't be helped, it's a 438mb file.. lol. tsk.

well...so ya..finally. holidays. they're around the corner. hehehehe.

OUT.
OUCH.

it's the 24th of june.

let's see. yesterday. decided not to give a fuck worth with school. ended up skipping it and meeting andy and gang for a little swim at JE sports complex. a fun day out, one might call it. well. in any case, it beats going to the arcade anytime =X had quite a bit of fun with the slides, the wave pool and even the lazy river. wow. anyway, it's been like a year or so since i last went there. but then again, nothing much has changed. but. bad news. i guessed i sorta strained myself [ as if i had any in the first place, lol ] and as a result, i'm suffering from a very bad bout of pain. in my chest, the area which the rib cage lies. visited the doc, he said that it was just that one of the joints that connect my "soft" bone to my "hard" bone [ whatever that means, nb, i cant really translate chinese that well either, LOL ] has been bruised. but again, he says that it's nothing serious also, so ya. don't have to worry so much. lol. so okay. took the pills he prescribed and that helped somewhat. but again. i'm suffering. a slight movement of my hands sends a shock of pain into that joint, and as we all know, typing is A LOT OF slight movements. zzz.

so ya, as one can expect, spent the whole day at home. dota-ing. i'm beginning to pick up luna, but well, i feel that the way that i use it is very de weak. alot of weaknesses for the opponent to exploit. oh well. it comes with being a nOOb, i guess. so yea, a lot to work on. zzz.

but for now, after the dota and the pain, comes this: it been bugging me for quite some time, but i have the feeling of that i'm becoming [ or rather, already am ] Public Enemy No. 1. There seems to be alot of ppl sharpening their knives, their parangs and whatever sharp object of their desire and looking at me with all those evil faces. hmm. oh well. donno what i should do. doesnt feel right for me to apologise when i donno what wrong i have done, but then again, doesnt feel right if i dont apologise for whatever potential wrong i have done either. zzzz. hehe

okay. getting sleepy. i'm going to pop in the pills, and off to bed i go. night, everyone.
OKAYYYYYY!!~

and yes, that's hard gay for you. seriously, i donno what's gotten into me, but i'm starting to like that gay of a comedian. LOL.

anyway, tomorrow's the last paper. POM, aka Principles Of Marketing. after that, can slack le. phew.

but well, should really be buried in books now. but a bit no mood to study. donno why. maybe it's the weather, but really, come to tink of it, it's something else. my heart. it's.. down. someone please, shock me back to life. i feel so down nowadays. no strength for even the simplest of tasks.
i'm still tormented by what elmo asked me the other day:"do you tink that you have changed?" have i? i really don't know...

donno what much to blog either. except for monday. got myself drenched wet, many thanks to the moron up there. rained like mad at my school campus. zzz. and ya, being a hero, i don't really fancy lugging umbrellas around also, so no choice. it makes my blood boil by how he plays me around like a fool. so ya, got myself drenched wet, as mentioned earlier. and it doesnt help when the lesson you're attending is in an air - con place? so ya, lucky me go drink something hot, if not, frozen lance, anyone?

oh well..until next time..
yes.

again.

i'm listening to the same song.

Shou hou by 5566.

GOD.

i hope i don't start chasing them or something...xD

but seriously.

the past few days have been kinda high - pressured. exams. yeah. exams. one thinks of that WAD paper. hai~. GONE CASE. case closed. lol.

anyway, elmo says i've changed. into what? or rather, have i really changed? heh. i donno. it was rather out of the blue. he msged me and asked if i thought i had changed after becoming an associate member of TRF. and yes, he used the two words. MASS OPINION. was shocked to hear that. have i really changed? that is something i ask myself everyday now. ya. i cant put together an answer to his question. have i?

oh well. in any case, some things happened yesterday. don't feel like talking about it now. anyway, everything is vague at the moment. missed out on leon's birthday celebration at marina south as a result. zzz. oh well. the fortunes of life i guess...

ya. saw a FC3S on sale at sgcarmart today. W00t. it's quite similar to ryousuke's FC minus the muffler, aerodynamic mirror, spoiler and the front bumper. gotta love the asshole up there. this is really something of a divine inspiration for me to go for that car license. [ and i have been saying it like 1357896862 times already.. ] wow. gotta get this car... but then again. i should ground myself back to reality. it's an old car, and old cars are hard to maintain. oh well. let fate decide whether i get to drive it one day...

and for now. back to where i am now. everything seems to be so dark.. there doesn't seem to be a light to guide me like there used to be when i faced problems such as this. can someone show me a light? and no, i don't mean torchlight.

Out.
Tune: Shou Hou - 5566

yes, cfm + chop someone, after seeing what i'm listening to now, will come ask me later, why this song ah? 5566 SUCKS !! BUT WELL, seriously. don't really give a fuck now..

but well. this past few days. study, dota, initial D. the three main things that i have been doing now. one can put me down as being a boring fart but well, there isn't really anything much that i'm interested in other then the three things mentioned above, so ya.. sue me. LOL.

anyway, got a bout of the cold + cough on tuesday. either it's the sadistic asshole up there playing tricks on me or is someone cursing me? LOL. hard to say. but anyway, it's kinda okay by now, so yeah, guess i have to take care of myself now, no?

and ya, world cup fever is coming into the guys in the class. from seng, to ah black, even joei. some really -.-" soccer action at the school's street soccer court. ken is a prime example here. bring ball to goalpost, want to shoot, instead, fumble, step on ball, fall down. and look like the biggest clown in the decade. HAHAHAHA..poor guy. but well. no broken bones, so lucky him.

okay, so well, don't really have much to say about my present life. so ya. bye ppl..~~
happy birthday to me.

07/06/2006. just one day after the day of evil aka` 06/06/2006. really wonder what ppl would tink or really do if my birth date was really 06/06/1987? lol. but well. a birthday always come with a birthday wish. so ya. my wish? well. it's best kept a secret. if not tell everyone then if wish dont come true. i sian 1/2 liao. lol.

in any case, there isn't much to blog either. hopefully, nothing bad happens tomorrow. oh well.

night~`
it's been awhile yet again. =D

first things first. the bump on my head. doesnt feel like it's there anymore. guess it has recovered, no?

and while we come to the topic of bumps, here's really a big bump. had a game with gerald today. my e4 on his rx8. kinda forgot the results, but if memory serves me right, the game was either a loss or a draw. oh well. i'm a n00b. so ya. kinda expected. lol.

well. the work is yet again beginning to pile up. i got PIE to tink about, a POM project to worry my ass off and a test on web applications development coming up. and god knows what else i missed. hehe. so ya, good time to dig deep into books now.. lol. but looking on the bright side, the holidays are getting near. Or to be more precise, 3 july, 2006. ^^

but before we get to the holidays.. well. 07/06/2006. my birthday. heh. it's always good to have someone you hold, love and cherish to celebrate with but well... just like the past 2 years, it will just be another quiet look at the clock, a slient wish to myself, and on goes with life.

and yet again, the left eye is STILL TWITCHING. really, i'm beginning to get really spooked by it. something tells me that something BIG is going to happen soon. but where, to whom, why it happens... i donno anything about it. and like i said, it's beginning to scare me. hopefully, it's something good but then again, prepare for the worst, hope for the best.

so ya...night all...