well. dear diary. hehe.

i sound a bit girly at the moment. and not much of a surprise that is, huh? at the rate i'm going, it'll be of no wonder that i'll end up with PMS instead..

Stress. it creeps up on you slowly, without you noticing it. slowly, the pressure bulids up. and up. and up. and still more up. until you can't take it anymore. and BOOM. you explode. heh. yes. it's made worst by the fact that i'm like expecting something bad to happen anytime. i can't really explain it. been get some eye - twitching on my left eye [ anyone know if this is good or bad?] this few days. some say it's a good sign, other say it bad. oh well. in any case. i need to destress. maybe a trip to jp to tune both the wmmt MR2 and s30z tomorrow might help. but. In the meantime, got this little inspirational "tale" from a friend of mine. here goes.

What is Love?

Love is not to forget but to forgive,
not to see but to understand,
not to hear but to listen,
not to let go but to HOLD ON !!!!
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he
cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and
says, "...that's her."

what can i say? i'll make this my creed of love. and make sure it stays that way.

but. for now. i just will have to tell myself. in spite of whatever bad or sour or just plain fucked up things come up my way..



Keep Going, Lance.