it's been a while since i wrote anything here...

the few days passed has just been pure one frustration over another. and having said that, i realised what it is to lose a loved one. They say man never treasure what they really have until they lose it, and boy, am i really inclined to agree...

for now, i really am at a loss of words. what to do with life. somehow, everything seems so dark now. was she really right? as that, i'm such a flirt? play finish one thing, then throw it away for another? i donno what to say of tat, and even as she meant it as a joke, i can sense a ring of truth about it. but is wat i tink is true really true in the first place, or am i misleading myself?

oh fark it. i donno what the fuck am i typing. but for now, my options are clear. my cars are with alvin; he'll take good care of them. and now, time for that long break from iD. i donno if i'm going back just to dump more coins into it, but seriously, time will tell.